I listen to the voices in my head 95% of the time, when I don't listen to them they smack me around and yell and scream at me so I try to do what they say. Today they told me to write in this journal thing about myself, to let you all know the craziness that is me. Aren't you glad?

My name is Rae I have only ever lived in two places, Maryland and Tennessee. I am a writer. This art found me through the door in my wall as everything does. I have fairies and other things that come through the portal in my room to find me for all sorts of reasons. Why writing found me I don't know, I use to hate writing, maybe making me love it was it's revenge on me. Karma tends to be funny with me, always playing jokes on me. After writing found me it felt the need to keep me up at all hours of the night only letting me sleep for a few hours here or there as it filled my head with ideas then wouldn't let my hands write it down to remember it. I found out that this game writing played with me is called writers block and that it is writing's favorite game. I want to keep writing but I hate this game.

And for all of you who like my wings, I am sorry to say that the biggest pair are only 7 inches from tip to tip so you can't wear them....sorry. And I'll be adding more of them as I learn new ways to make them, but for now I am not making any because I have writing to finish but once that is done I will start up my wings again....the voices tell me I have to.

Oh and for anyone wondering if my wings are for sale the answer is not yet because I haven't yet figured out a way to seal and protect them from the 'outside world'. They are boxed right now because they can't stand up to heat. When I figure out the sealing part I will be trying to sell them on Etsy.com. If there is a color set you would like to see please let me know and I will try my best to create it. But the warning on asking for a pair is I cannot control the ink bleeding process. I cannot make the same pair twice, nor can I make any wing the same as it's counter part. I cannot shape the wings the same. Every single wing is completely unique. When I get to the selling part I will put the link up here for those who want to buy them.

OH AND i HAVE A VERY, VERY BAD CASE OF WRITERS BLOCK. IF ANY OF YOU WRITERS OUT THERE HAVE ANY SUGGESTIONS PLEASE HELP BY GIVING ME SOME. ANY HELP FOR THIS IS WELCOME.